the REAL me.

I was thinking of just forsaking this entry, since I was supposed to have blogged it yesterday, but was so busy with playing Bleach 4 that I neglected to do so. But well, since this entry is meant to talk about yesterday's yesterday, I suppose it's right for me to post is today instead of yesterday, if you get what I mean.

Well anyway, this is another one of those entries where I don't talk about anything in particular. I just want to say that I was rather happy on Friday, 'coz of certain stuff that happened. But for some reason I became rather unhappy yesterday, and after visiting Friendster just a while ago I feel even worse. I'm having mood swings not unlike that of PMS. Perhaps that's why I just wrote an entry on my thoughts, because I can't really control my unhappiness. But who knows? Maybe I'll be super happy again tomorrow. I don't know what's happening to me recently. Desires and fear abound, to say the very least. For some reason, when something good happens to me, which caused me to be happy, I get apprehensive. For one thing I've been taught to remember is that when something seems too good to be true, it probably is. Guess this is what's causing my moodiness.

Another thing is, when you're being coerced into doing what you do not desire and people are unable to see from your viewpoint and do not realize that what you are doing is.. *fill in the blank 'coz I don't know what to say*, things start to get messy. Certain things can't be helped. Perhaps that's why they say it's not a good idea to have more than a working relationship with your subordinates.

Okay, my mood swing is suddenly getting out of hand. I'm having a mixed feeling of happiness and sadness at the same time now. Weekends are always like that. When you have too much time on your hands, your mind starts to wander, and you end up with strange thoughts. Maybe all the static electricity from the computer is doing my brain harm. Time to get some rest.
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