the REAL me.

Well, according to the book given to me by cj n yw on my birthday, "Lose Weight! Get Laid! Find God!", which is a life planner for anyone from birth to the age of 100, (it's actually a humour book,) I'm supposed to have a quarterlife crisis only at 25. I guess I'm having it prematurely now. But then again, I was supposed to develop a crush on my teacher at age 11, (which I didn't,) and lose my virginity at age 17, (which I haven't,) so I suppose it's alright for me to jumble up the sequence a little. (For the full list of events at each age, click HERE. For the authors' [there are 2 of them] website, click HERE.) And another thing is, according to statistics, left handers live 7 years less than right handers on average, so I suppose it's to be expected that my quarterlife crisis would come much sooner. But well, 70% of all statistics are made up, including this 70% I'm talking about here, so I don't know if I'll really die sooner.

Well anyway, I shall blame all my past emo entries on this quarterlife crisis. I haven't really sorted stuff out, actually. And I recently realized I've been a frog living in a well. I thought I knew much, until a few recent revelations revealed otherwise. And then I realize how little I knew about the people around me. Perhaps ignorance really is bliss. Now that I know just slightly more, there's already a whole pot of feelings churning inside me. No, I shall not be emo anymore. Stoicism is the way to go! Haha, not really, but.. I suppose showing any unhappiness won't really do me or anyone around me any good. I suppose some people might advise me to think positive, but sometimes, things are easier said than done. I shall see how things go from here on..

And I'm so glad that someone who owns a blog that provides t-shirt personalization printing services has advertised on my blog by posting a comment in the previous post. In Portuguese. Thanks to Google translate, I managed to get the idea that he liked that entry and hence decided to publicize his own blog on mine. I doubt he even understands English. No matter. I shall not delete the comment so that I can be reminded of what readers I actually have. Perhaps as they say, what goes around comes around. Spammed to much on Eddie's tagboard, I guess. But even Eddie seemed to be enjoying the spam, heh..

Well, I suppose that's all for now. Perhaps I'll get to blog about some interesting stuff that happens during this NDP period.. Tomorrow we'll be taking part in the first combined rehearsal. I'll be looking forward to seeing the ugly side of Singaporeans.. Heh..
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