the REAL me.

The song above is Fool Again by Westlife. Why am I putting this video in this entry? Because I think I'm a fool again. No, it's not like how the song puts it. I haven't been fooled by anyone. But nevertheless, I still feel like a fool. For all the things I have done. For all the things I tried to do. All the small little actions I have been performing to attract attention. I really feel like a fool. An idiot. A nincompoop. All these are mere understatements.

I don't even feel like blogging this weekend. Which is why this post came in so late. Been thinking quite a bit. But the more I think, the more confused I get.

I don't know. What do I not know? Everything. I don't even know myself anymore. This whole blogging thing is supposed to let me understand myself more. But it doesn't seem to be helping. But one thing is for sure. I can't continue the way I am. The past few days have been somewhat of a wake up call for me. I hope I don't slip back into this.. loser state of mine anymore.. 変えよう！
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